Insecurity

Its the first time in my life that I actually felt insecure and uncertain about my results….

Does this mean something?

Is this an omen?

Is it all coming true???

NO

Results tomorrow…

Shivers….

Bites teeth….

What if i fail?

What if i cant be promoted?

What will happen to me?

Where will I land up?

Will i leave the josephian family??

I DONT WANT……

God HELP ME…..

50 Responses to “Insecurity”

  1. nicole Says:

    don’t worry you’ll do fine you just have to accept what has been done and move on. you just need to pass english and 2 other subjects. You are definitely far more capable than that since your chinese teacher loves you oh so much…haha. Always remember just by having confidence you’ve already won half of your battle

  2. Belmond Says:

    thanks…it was very encouraging…I was indeed thinking too much…why didnt i believe and trust myself??

  3. Alexstine Says:

    haha don’t worry if st. joseph don’t want you, st. patrick will always open his open for you! :)

  4. DARyl Says:

    hello, i’m LEAVING A COMMRNT! haha. alexstine, u england very powderful leh, “st. patrick will always open his open for you” hmmm, what’s wrong eh??? hehe.
    anw, i dunno how well or bad u did, but as long as u pass, sji will keep u. but next yr, must do St Joseph’s proud. Be a proud son of St Joseph’s! Ora et Labora! Believe that u can do it!

  5. Gabriel Says:

    hahaha… eww, as if =P

    anyway, you did okay what…

  6. nicole Says:

    oh gosh i’m damn extra man
    all of you are talking about josephian spirit and all that nonsense..hmmm let me induce some IJ SPIRIT in you people.

  7. Gabriel Says:

    LOLZ =P

    One family and all that stuff…

  8. nicole Says:

    no it’s not just staying together.It’s about understanding the culture and tradition, the values, morals practices and many other complicated things.
    Oh isn’t it just wonderful to be in schools like that mmmms.

  9. Gabriel Says:

    Mmhmm… I’ll stick to SJI =P

    But really, the IJ spirit is very stronger…

    Its probably cuz yall have so many schools in S’pore alone…

  10. Belmond Says:

    WOW
    so many comments
    To all those who are concerned(if there is)
    I passed….
    Its confirmed(i think)
    I will be promoted…

  11. Belmond Says:

    thx yall for words of encouragement

  12. nicole Says:

    TO BEL: Yeah see my prayers worked on you…thank saint jude…haha just kiddin. Good job for your results now both of us gotta will be sitting for chinese on 30 oct…pressure pressure pressure

    TO GAB: Are you kiddin me the only IJ with true spirit is the original CHIJ SECONDARY (TOA PAYOH) haha. Well actually IJ aand SJI spirit are both strong, the IJ spirit maybe stronger i guess but it’s going off second by second, day by day, year by year and many girls past and present are worried.
    I wonder how it’s gonna turn out when i’m gone…maybe the new principal will change things and i hope she does…after all she is an ex IJ girl. I don’t know if it’s true but your school spirit is at least growing every second.SIGH

  13. Belmond Says:

    Thanks nicole….thanks a bunch…Chinese 30 oct? U mean 2007??
    I didnt know the original IJ was IJ TP…mmmhhh…interesting…not to worry la…the spirit will never die off…have faith in it…

  14. nicole Says:

    oh yeah silly me…
    i’m going nuts as you can see
    YOU DIDN’T KNOW???
    oh gosh well never mind now you know
    IJ SPIRIT…I HOPE YOU LIVE ON FOREVER

  15. Gabriel Says:

    IJTP was not the original CHIJ… CHIJMES was (pronounced chimes) and is now a historical place, somewhat like Old SJI (Singapore Arts Museum)…

    Other than that, I supposed IJTP is the new school spirit on the block, with spunk and all…

  16. nicole Says:

    ok ppl HERITAGE lesson time…
    CHIJMES was the first convent in singapore then the IJ sisters wanted to reach out to the poorest girls so they rejected independence then they shifted to TP. That’s why it’s called IJ TP. Well SJI accepted independence that’s why it’s erm independent haha

  17. nicole Says:

    oh…at that time toa payoh was one of the poorest places

  18. Gabriel Says:

    Oh wow…. Nice bit of heritage…

    I think it might need a little touching up, don’t you?

    Lasallian brothers and IJ sisters both came to Singapore aboard La Julie, to set up schools in South East Asia.

    The first school were set up very near each other at Bras Basah, where SJI and CHIJMES were situated.

    Talk about Heritage lesson…

    Independence was much later, as was the founding of IJTP (about fifty yrs later) and so that’s not really the BEGINNING…

    Amazing how I know all this,

  19. nicole Says:

    ok wow i didn’t know the plane was called La Julie.Eh eh eh wait just a min..IJTP was not founded.CHIJMES shifted from victoria street to TP haha….
    hmmmm all this heritage is making me feel melancholic nicole so doesn’t wanna leave IJ -sobs sobs-
    well as my junior said you can take the girl out of the convent but you can’t take the convent out of the girl. Thanks samira:-)

  20. nicole Says:

    oh gab how did you know nathalie fernandez…she’s a funky girl ain’t she

  21. Belmond Says:

    WOW 20 comments…Keep debating…LOL…i cant join in as i dont know how to…lol

  22. Gabriel Says:

    Idiot… And anyway, go do your blogspot lah…

    Yeah, I know her and Sam Bran also, why?

    They’re both damn nice, and Sam is very artistic (not to say Nat isn’t)…

  23. nicole Says:

    oh man i feel so bad using bel’s comment section as our chatting room haha but it’s fun lalala
    oh i was just curious gab…erm i don’t know about the artsy part i only know sam cos we had to take pictures together to promote SJI(I) we were a water molecule with michael ee…don’t ask it was retarded…well you can ask her.
    I don’t know nat..just recognised her from school as she was one of the popular seniors.

  24. Gabriel Says:

    Haha…. Wow, you promoted our school? Thanks lots…

    Anyway, they’re nice lah, but how is she your senior? Unless you’re not sec three?

    (Sorry, I wouldn’t know).

  25. nicole Says:

    haha no prob, it was fun…actually the photos were taken and put in the
    SJI(I) brochure…erm i’m sec4 and she’s older than me that’s why she’s my senior which means she’s your senior too???

  26. Gabriel Says:

    Are we talking about the same nathalie?

    Cuz the Nathalie I know is sec three and my age =P

    And anyway, I haven’t seen the SJI (int) brochure, although there were lots of ppl in our school today taking the entrance exam…

  27. nicole louisa Says:

    yeah i know but the entrance exam is for sec2’s and 3’s who want to go SJI not the international school…the exams for the international school are some time next week or the week after…
    hmmm i don’t know about the nathalie saga anyway sam bran has the brochure so you can take it from her. I have it too:-)

  28. Belmond Says:

    haha…damn funny..water molecules…presses stomach***

    ya nicole u r right…the entrance exam is for those who wants to come to SJI not sji int…

  29. Belmond Says:

    can u all shift this to my blogspot…hahaha…then i would have more tags..lol…

  30. Gabriel Says:

    Too bad, you started this blog, we’re not going somewhere else =P

    Or at least, I’m not, cuz then we would lose track…

    And anyway, stop interrupting!

    It was for both, if I’m not wrong, cuz there were girls there too, I saw them in the hall, but girls can’t take an entrance exam for SJI, now can they?

    And I don’t see Sam Bran that often (actually I’ve only seen her once in real life), but I see Nat quite often though…

    Doesn’t matter lah, I don’t NEED to see it, but it would be nice =) (esp since SOMEONE did it…)

  31. nicole louisa Says:

    omg there are like 31 comments haha well bel how are we supposed to shift like so many comments to your blogspot hahahaha anyway who told about the retarded water molecule hehe.

  32. nicole louisa Says:

    hey people maybe the exams were for both SJI and the international so instead of making it on 2 days it would be more convenient if it were on 1 day. Damn i wish i were younger then i could try the exam and go to the international school hahaha

  33. nicole louisa Says:

    omg omg i can’t believe i’m adding one more but gab what do you mean by SOMEONE did it…you know the person who did the brochure??

  34. Gabriel Says:

    NO ONE IS MOVING AWAY… Muahaha =P (for both evil and pragmatic reasons)

    The exams were on both days, so maybe those who couldn’t make it on one day could go for the other? Doesn’t necessarily have to be separated right?

    And I mean, cuz both Sam n you did the brochure, it would be nice to see it… I wouldn’t take a special interest otherwise =P

    And also, I GOT ACE CAMP TOMORROW!!! Yum yum yum…

    Why can’t yall put your comments into ONE POST! For goodness sake, lan yu chong su, Belmond just wants the quantity [ to make up for the quality =) ]

  35. nicole louisa Says:

    hahahahaha
    hey gab let’s be nice la just transfer the comments to his blogspot okay…okay set.

  36. Gabriel Says:

    Dowan… I cannot keep track, I have to keep going back to check my previous post!

  37. nicole louisa Says:

    To Gab: okay fine i shall put all my comments in one post haha.
    what’s so hard to keep track just read the blog then post your comments???

    To Bel: you done with your blogspot?? haha calling you belmond is so long and bel sounds like a girl…no offence man. Hmmmm i shall stick to the sesame street character…

  38. Belmond Says:

    bel sounds like a gal…mmmhhh..really u thnk so…some ppl call me bel bel…isnt that worse…anyway gabriel WOON SHAN WEI…pls shift/continue in my blogspot LAR…..
    Anyway nicole ya i m done with my blogspot..in fact I was done quite a while ago..Xd
    http://literual.blogspot.com/

  39. nicole louisa Says:

    oh right…sorry bel…it’s just that i’ve got many friends who are called isabel or isabella or annabelle and the list goes on.. so their nicknames are bel that’s why it feels like i’m calling you a girl. Hey what am i talking about…isn’t nic a guy’s name oh haha that’s nick… mine is nic

  40. Belmond Says:

    haha…so u can call me elmo or bigbel as they call me or bel bel whatever la…as u wish XD

  41. nicole louisa Says:

    i like elmo and i will call you that because it was invented or rather realised by me:D

  42. Gabriel Says:

    Elmo… hmmm… lolz

    and anyway, mo shou cheng gui, dowan to move lah =(

    i alr so lazy to check the blogspot one, u expect me to check here THEN go there and tag…

    thanks 4 adding me =P

  43. nicole louisa Says:

    haha we are lazy people elmo…
    but we still love you :D

  44. Gabriel Says:

    lol, i still can’t find the water molecule thingummy…

  45. Gabriel Says:

    HEY! Its 45 comments! Let’s try and reach 50 =P

  46. nicole louisa Says:

    okay okay oh so fun…woohooo
    okay i shall be the 46th…
    you 47th..
    me 48th….
    you 49th and…
    awwwww so sweet it starts and ends with me

  47. Gabriel Says:

    lolz… Not if I can help it…

    Elmo’s back! (Not at home, but back in Singapore)

  48. nicole louisa Says:

    okay okay we can do it!!
    i don’t know what to write hahaha….er i’m not despo and our schools rock???!!!
    haha well welcome back to sunny singapore elmo:D

  49. Gabriel Says:

    haha, i think he’s fast asleep, the poor guy…

    ACE Camp was quite taxing, esp on all the non-slackers =P

    And he was a force leader some more, doubly worse…

  50. Gabriel Says:

    STUPID IDIOT… I asked him to tell me how it went and he never even bothered =( but i still forgive him

    lolz,

    ps, rest well, Elmo

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